where is that bunny when you need it?

you know the ones that go...

"boys are stupid and kinda smell" something like that, along with others such as "hi, dorkwad"

those would be handy about now

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god look at me... i'm turning all girly... it's really starting to piss me off... like moody shit... i feel so bad getting at at alex for basically crap that i shouldn't but i just don't get that anymore. it's pretty surprising that he hasn't snapped and been like i've had enough cut the crap. =/ he's a nice guy it's great... but it's sad that i feel like i'm almost pushing him to the limit... each time attempting a little farther to see how far he goes until he cracks and wants to kill me then... i cry cuz i'm dumb and it's all my fault... ironic.

anyway i went back to tkd today, skipped yesterday cuz i was still feeling yucky but i was so tired today too... my thighs gave out on me sparring ow ow ow... i suck now... i thought i sucked before i stopped for marching, now i spar like a white belt it's depressing... green belt before college is my goal... with master min moving people up as fast as he, it shouldn't be that bad. i just need to get back into shape and relearn a whole bunch of stuff.

dear god i'm fat. that's a statement, don't you dare try to prove me wrong cuz it's true... i weighed myself today and i was 133.5 damn... alex is what 140... 8 inches taller than me... even master min was like ohhh wow you could afford to lose some of that... >_< doh! when i left tkd end of july i was like 130 ish... i went back in nov i was 122, i lost like 8 pounds of muscle... and then now... i gained like 11 pounds of FAT!!! oy very a thousand times... time to get crackin of losin weight =/

anyway i gotta eat... haha funny i know mom brought food whee!

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dude this is so awesome... i think i might just switch permanently... =] except i want my own skin ya know... like xanga... so pretty then... maybe alex will html it for me =P haha later all

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whoa... this is crazy-ness i'm just checkin it out ^_^ it's pretty awesome... plus i'm procrastinating... awesome huh ^_~ i am sooo not html literate at all... i think xanga is for the dumb ppl like me >_< i can't customize worth shit... jessica, help...

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